All right, I can't explain every detail to yo, it would hurt to much. But when I was 4 my biological father left me. He doesn't right, he doesn't call... He just exists. The only way I exist to him is when i make contact with him. And when he talks, he promises me that he'll chang. You know the great "change" that happens over night. The sad part is I beleive it. I get so frustrated... It hurts so much because he lies. I'm down to the last fiber of being... It's obvious that he just doesn't c...